I don't care whether its a long term relationship or not,what matters most is the love,trust,lust and honesty in the relationship. Everytime people ask me how long have i been with Wawan,and when i said 4years,they get shocked. Because I'm 18,and i've been with wawan since i'm 14. It's not a huge deal for me,because all i matter about is how much we've been through throughout our smooth and rough. Its not as easy as you think ok,especially the part where I really have to struggle and be strong. I'm a weak human,really. You will see me trying to be strong,but then,i will just head to the toilet and cry as much as I could. The journey we've been through has gave us strength to face any obstacles in this relationship. And,what we care most is,our very strong Love.

Btw,here's a msg for my mum. I know she's not gonna read it,but i've told her personally. I just wana share my thoughts. So here's the story. Mum wants me to get married with Muhd Ridzwan in 2years time. Of course i DISAGREE. No,its not that i don't want,I want,but in 5yrs time. 20 is too young for me. I wana enjoy whats life in 20s. I want my own house when we get married,like seriously.