♥I love my No.1

"First Sister-In-Law is 4months pregnant now. And she just did her scanning recently,and the baby is a boy. Nur Mikhail is his name. Monday,mum will be looking after of our neighbour's 5months old baby,since their maid aren't able to look after of a baby. Our house will be just like a childcare,furthermore we love kids and babies really alot. :)"

"It has been 19 hours 30 mins i did not msg you. I came back home from school,and i sleep to make time flies so that i don't think of you. But as I sleep,i dream of you. I woke up,and you appeared in my mind. Seriously,I miss you. I'm not being ego,but i think i should teach you a lesson. Whatever it is,I love you. Lets just let Allah decides whether we are meant for each other,or not."

"I'm happy looking at my parents living happily together. And I'm happy Baby are always behind my back to support me in every good thing i do. "

"Fat means happy. And fat is beautiful"

-Albert Einstein

Yesterday was tiring. My leg was such in pain. Right after tarian,meet the usuals.

Tuesday will be meeting Mr Boyfriend. Going bugis to buy my shoe and after that i wana find my high waist pants. And maybe watching movie.

"Baby,you seems to be changing drastically. It's getting from bad to worst. Sorry is not enough,I just need you to change to the old Wawan. I know it's normal for guys to act that way,but hey,you are not like this during the 2006-2008. You said maybe time that change you,hell no,its you that change yourself. I appreciate it when you said sorry,but i don't need those,I just need the old you. Please,for the sake of our love,do change. I love you,and you knew that. Our love are just so strong,that we does not want to lose each other. I love you,and I can't wait to meet you this coming tuesday. I miss you already. And I hope we can settle everything this tuesday. Much much love,shasha"

I'm so glad Baby are always there for me. He'll always scold me if i tend to keep those problems by myself. And he'll always force me to let it out to him. Damn,how shall i thank you for always being there for me. Since 19 March'06,you never fail to care for me.

Tomorrow I'll be having my dance practice. Right after that,will be meeting the J.A.K.E and the guys. I'm so excited! Tara!

"Did you guys realise that nowadays children aged from 2 died because of their father or stepfather beat them in an aggresive way? And most of them are Malay. What is wrong with them beating their children and so? What the hell are they thinking?"

"Today,my asthma attack again. I have difficulties to breath when i woke up for school. I shouted for my mum and ask her to help me to take my inhaler. Mum dissallow me to go to school,so is baby."

"I want a jacket,no,not the black leather jacket that girls usualy wear. The jacket that i want is similar to it,but it got furs on its hood. I need new shoes,new pants and jacket. Please Daddy?"

"Yesterday's picnic was awesome! Everyone was looking at us,and they even smiled. Marshmallows,Otak-otak,Hotdogs and burgers are what we Bbq-ed. My diets are all gone on that day. Damn!"

"Tomorrow's plan is to picnic with baby,since he knows that i've been wanting picnic so much. And we'll be watching the sunset together. I love you,Mr Bf."

"I'm not trying to be phony with some people,including boyfriend and family,some secrets are just meant to be sealed."

"Army are being such an ass,because they always ruined WanSha's plans. And our picnic plan,which is next week are canceled too. I'm depressed."

"He's the reason why I don't need to find love anymore."

"Love will always be there for me. Family's Love And boyfriend's love. Much appreciated."

We had so much of crazy times today and it was fun. We start our day from getting lost till we reach commonwealth,than to Queensway and than went to Golden Mile,than to geylang to get his spec done and than off to Grandlink for Karaoke-ing. I realised that baby and I are getting much more KPO,forget it,its interesting though.

On our way back home,saw Omar on the road. It was funny looking at baby and omar waving at each other like no one's buisness. They were like really far from each other actually. After that,saw Bab on the road too,but i didn't wave to him like baby did. Lols!

Today we had a tiring and long day,but it was effing fun!

Few days back i watched Titanic,and i keep remembering Rose and Jack's love till now. Their sacrifices and so,really touched my heart. The movie never fails to make me cry. And i'm hooked with the song right now.

Met baby yesterday. He have not been given S.O.L by his officer yet. And my baby said that my tummy are getting boncet. Even my aunty been telling me that. Damn,should diet and exercise more lah this time. Will not be following mum to a wedding and cousin's birthday today,because i know there will be so much delicious food that will make me feel so tempting.

My boy might be saying that he still loves me despite of the boncet tummy i have,but who knows,sooner or later he will be sick and tired of those tummy,and so,he find someone that is thin and has a flat tummy. Damn,i can't bear to see that part.

So my routine for now,skipping,less foods,less sweet drink,more water and U-Zap. No jogging and gym for me,because i hate that.

Yesterday met the Bestfriend for awhile.

Don't have any plans,so we go to Shisha.

Btw,my pimples are freaking me out!

Urgh! I'm so low self esteem everytime i see myself on the mirror.

Darwish,the mohawk boy. He loves looking at my fish,Smiley.

During Open House. These are the foods. Sushis,Sup Tulang,Jellies,Satay And many more.

Living Room.

He's my crush and she's baby's crush. Awww,syamsul so hot! *drools*

And they are actually a couple.

I realise that i miss tarian practice so much. Maybe its because saturday is the only day baby's free and also it's the day of my tarian prac too. See,its a clash. I miss tarian,i swear i miss it. I miss so much of their events too.

Btw,bf and his friends been caught fishing by their colonel. And they've been charged of S.O.L. Baby will not be home for 2 weeks,and that means our plans are all ruined. Maybe next 3 weeks then we will have our picnic and own-self-make-bbq-pit.

I miss my boy. He's in the jungle now. Today no good morning msg from him. Usually his morning msg are the one that always make my day. I'm pretty sure his busy driving right now. Currently,i'm listening to Titanic Instrumental Song. It just make my heart feel so relax,and it makes me feel so in love.

I miss looking after of this two little angel here.

I miss biting at aliya's hand and leg.

I miss aqil disturbing me and always imitate what i says.

Sunday; 4 Oct

Out with friends,Anisah,Asfa,Kyn,Ella,Erwin,Dino,Hilmi And Ryan. Erwin and Ryan were the driver of the day. Pity them,i'm sure they are really tired of driving from 1.30 till 11pm. Waiting for more pictures from Hilmi's camera.

*As if you are expert already huh. Haha!

*Don't look at the boys,look at the sign board.
*With Kyn.
Saturday; 3rd Oct

Had an open house in my house. =)

*Sis in law and kaki gereks uncle.
*Look at haikel,step dah abang2 gitu eh.
*1st bro.
*Your bestfriend lah.
*The usual incomplete cousins.
*=)
*Look at my daddy,dia stepping mabok.
*I'm happy to see you both reconcile.

Here are some of my wish list;

I want my baby to bring me to Carousel High-Tea on my Birthday.
A new wallet from Guess/Guy Laroche for my Birthday present.
A new Toshiba/Sony Vaio laptop real soon.
New shoe.
That dress from Dorothy Perkins.
Short hair. *it won't happened since baby disallow me to cut my hair.

Insya Allah i can get some of this once my Daddy pay all his loan,since he got a new job with a good pay.

I miss bestfriend of mine,Nur Irna Suziyanna.
I miss our bestfren moment,our photoshoots,telling each other about our problems,gossips here and there,the jokes we had,our crazy laughter and many more!

Hope so tomorrow she gets to make it to my Open House.
I miss her,like freaking alot!

And i'm sure she will be reading this.

Yesterday's raya outing with the classmates was ubber tiring.
Luckily my house were the last house.

Terima kasih ye Zahir sebab kau puji rumah aku kat blog kau.
Hahahahaha!

And i get to snap 1 picture only,because my camera battery was flat.
That's the reason why baby always says that I'm always not prepared for anything.

the sites.