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Sorry for the lack of updates yea. alaaah,nobody gona care about my blog anymore. hehe! Lets put that aside. Besides,blogger is like a diary of my life,eventhough i have my own diary at home which have not been updated for such a long time.
Lets talk about today. School have been such a mundane. But,with that matrep,i mean,Jerry around made me feel alive in class. She won't be in school for a week next week due to the job she's doing starting tomorrow. Boring bodoh tkder kau kat dalam class. Limit2 yg layan aku stakat Hafiz Sa'adon dgn Hafiz Chenko. And as for coming monday,i'll be working with Riri at Toa Payoh Hub. I have only have to work for 3 hours. The payment will be given every friday,which is only 100 bucks.
And as for tomorrow,as per normal,there will be dance. And bf will fetch me at Warisan Studio. Planned to catch My Bloody Valentines 3-d. It is M18,harap2 lah aku lepas kay. haha.
Btw,Jerry and I been talking about bikes this few days. Especially Gilera and Scrambler. Hot bodooooooh! hehe! She can take her bike license anytime she wants,as she is 19 this year. Whereas for me,i have to wait for 10 mths? WTH~~~~ K jerry,aku tau kau nk tag aku after kau read this. So please jgn kutok aku,kbye.
Bikes ooooh bikes,bila kau nk datang kat aku? -______-"
Scrambler WR. 
Gilera Runner. Monster Energy Paintwork.
 
 
Had a great great day with Bf. I just realise that he's sucha sweetheart. I think you people can just ignore my previous entry. I was being too emotional at that moment i think. I'm glad that he apologise to me right after he realise what he had done.
BF fetch me after tarian. Was surprise to see him outside. We don't really have any plan. And we ends up at Marina Barrage. Didn't get to snap any pictures at Marina Barrage as i didn't bring my camera along.
Right after marina barrage,went to marina square. Its been a long time since we last went there. We dont really like those place as there were too many typical minahs and mats of young people.
Btw,we just realise chilling at the highest level of carpark kinda fun enough. The breeze and the environment makes us feel so comfortable. hehe!
Overall,i shall i say i had a great great day with BF. I'm glad we didn't quarrel like we did through the phone. I Love you BF.=)
I believe in a rship there's full of ups and downs. But this is way too much. You wouldn't understand what I want. You said you love me really alot. I know that. But just a love in our rship is not enough. I need more attention from you,and even more care and concern. People always thought I'm living happily with you and we are the sweetest couple they've ever met. But deep inside my heart,they don't really know.
I'm crying in silence,craving for your attention without you knowing. Running in circles begging for the old you. The old you that never hurt me in this way. Thee,the gift of love in my life. Your strong love towards me,will always be much appreciated. I can't deny i miss the old WanSha,i miss your fond smile,your tender loving care,the devoted you and even your ardor.
I need a break. i really need a break in our relationship. Its not a break up,but i need a rest in our realtionship. If we are fated,we will still be together no matter what. I LOVE YOU.
p.s; maybe i will not be updatting my blog for quite a long of time. Its a maybe.
heyhey! Today BF fetch me from school. Had a quarrel about helmet with him before that actualy. Macam bodoh gitu kan gadoh pasal helmet. Stoooopid. And after that,went to Aunty Bike Shop as BF wanted to buy green stickers for his dearest bike that is oh-so-the-important-for-him. It is so irritating to have a BF with a bike as they will make their bike much more important than the GF *no lah,kadang2 jek. hehe! actuali aku lagi important*.
Chill ard my house was a very damn stupid idea actualy,because the weather is so hot that my body were very sticky and made me use my strawberry body lotion every minute. An hour after sitting under the sun,went to my house. Its been a long time since BF chill ard in my house. Nieces and nephews were so happy to see him,especially Shan Haikal. He kept sticking ard with his dearest Uncle Wawan. Darn you haikal for ignoring Aunty Shasha. -___-
By 6.30,Bf had to rush home to change as he's going for kenduri at potong pasir. Beh dah tu,dia msg aku ckp dia tertido,and tak jadi pergi. WTH~~~ Dah tu,dia ckp nak g karaoke. Urgh! Tak habes2! -___-"
I'll end here with some pics yea. =D
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Aunty Shasha And Uncle Wawan would like to wish you a Happy 4th Birthday. Its been 4 yrs i've been looking after of you. Aunty might be scolding you almost everyday,but i did that coz i want the best for you. Despite of your irritation and stubborns,aunty still loves you. Wish you will have a very bright future and a good education. I love you Aiman Aqil.
 Yeay Yeay! Today's Kak Efah is coming back to Singapore. We miss you kak efah when you were at New Zealand for 40 days.
 
I had a job hunting with Jerry and Ella yesterday at orchard. Only went for Starbucks,Coffee Bean And GV. Hope so i got any one of the job.
Tday went ITE Simei with Nut And Jerry. Had lunch there. There's a variety of foods there,and its cheap too. Ok fine,Jerry and I so can't wait for our new school next year,which is ITE Choa Chu Kang. And it is way way bigger den Simei.
Oh well,thats all for today. TATA!
Today's Didi look freaking hot with that geek glasses. Oh didi,why are you ubber hot and makes me melt! K mepek!
Tday's class is super hot due to the blackout. Ni sume gara2 Nut dgn kwn2 dia main the main switch and makes the blok blackout. Wth~~
After school,went bugis with Nut and after that met BFF. So thats all!
Dada!
Btw wawan, I LOVE YOU! thanks for the unconditional LOVE baby. =D
Number Changed! I've to waste 30 bux for changing num as i'm using bill. So guys,stalker or whatever shit,you can't find me anymore. I pass my num to only whom i know. Tc lovelies!
This weekend is such a boring weekend for me. Sitting at home,playing DSlite,watching tv and stare to this computer. Ydae after tarian met mum and bf at Buangkok. BF was there because he need to return my house key which i accidently left it in his bike's box last week. Seeing him fer 15mins is good enough for me though. hehe! He had to rush to his aunt's house for the Tahlil.
Mum,iris, haiqel and myself went to Compass Point to buy bff's present. Her birthday was supposed to be last friday,but i had no time to buy her present due to the school schedule which makes me to finish school late. And so,i bought her a Body Shop set. =)
Btw anisah,tomorrow our Favourite Hotstuff Teacher punya lesson. Haha!
K lah,thats all for today. I wanted to play my Dslite. Tada!!
Ni case tkder keje kat dlm klas. And we camwhore. 
It's 10am in the morning now. And its Saturday! I got to go to Taman Warisan later on,which i just got to know from farhanah,for the silat thingy. Thank god she told me,otherwise i'll just be going to the normal training place.
Btw,i would like to say takziah to BF's mom's side,as his aunty just passed away ydae. BF straight away told me tat news right after his mother called and told him that his aunt just pass away. BF said sorry because our plan tday will be cancelled. Seriously,i don't mind MR BOYFRIEND. Its really a must for you to go for her funeral rather than go out with me. =D
And as for school,thank god i made friends with anisah,because she always made my day. We knew each other for only a month? haha! And we are close like as if we know each other for a year. Anisah and I started to be close with the guys too. But,its hard for us to make friends with the girl named aira because she seems to be hard to talk with.
My 3rd bro,Afiq, will be going to brunei tday for i do not know what thing. He's in the Civil Defence now which he just signed on. He need to find money for his wedding. He will be getting married on the 14th june. I really can't wait for that day. Oh wait,the other 2 of my brothers were married,and 3rd bro will be married real soon,when will it be my turn? Hehe! Long way more to go seh. I hope mum,dad and grandma still there to see me on the pelamin with Wawan. Hehe!
Oh well Lovlies,i got to go. Toodles~~
New Blog And New Life! I'll update real soon okay. =D
All your sacrifices you made for me has make me love you more.
Your concern,understanding and those tears has proven to me that you love me really alot.
Your unconditional love made me have more confident in life.
You said,the advices you gave will always be good for our very own future.
Those kisses you always gave,makes feel being loved by you.
2009,i will not promise,but i will try to change to the better for our relationship.
I love you,and only you.
I really can't imagine living in this world without you.
Much love;
Shasha. =)
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