I believe in a rship there's full of ups and downs. But this is way too much. You wouldn't understand what I want. You said you love me really alot. I know that. But just a love in our rship is not enough. I need more attention from you,and even more care and concern. People always thought I'm living happily with you and we are the sweetest couple they've ever met. But deep inside my heart,they don't really know.

I'm crying in silence,craving for your attention without you knowing. Running in circles begging for the old you. The old you that never hurt me in this way. Thee,the gift of love in my life. Your strong love towards me,will always be much appreciated. I can't deny i miss the old WanSha,i miss your fond smile,your tender loving care,the devoted you and even your ardor.

I need a break. i really need a break in our relationship. Its not a break up,but i need a rest in our realtionship. If we are fated,we will still be together no matter what. I LOVE YOU.

p.s; maybe i will not be updatting my blog for quite a long of time. Its a maybe.