God knows how i feel right now. I kept telling myself to forget Md Ridzwan Bin Jamaludin. But,i just can't. I'll feel restless if he didn't even

msg me for one day. I don't know what should I do right now. I can't deny that I miss the old WanSha and the old Wawan. I've tried to find a new boyfriend so that i could forget Wawan,but all those bunch of guys are just a sweet talker and a liar. I tried to be good to Wawan,but he still angry with me. "I told you syg,i'm sorry! I want the old us,please! :'(". When will all this god's test ends? When will i live happily again with Wawan? When will his egos fade? Ya allah,please show me the answer. I felt that i'm ain't strong enough to face all this.