♥I love my No.1

And it starts here. I felt a contraction on 13 February 8am in the morning. Dearest husband gotta work at 2pm and i told him to just go ahead to work as I think i can manage the pain. But as he reached work, the pain seems to be too unbearable for me, hence he gotta rushed back home to pick me up and head to the hospital.

Was admitted to the delivery suite at about 4pm, and I asked for an epidural because my pain tolerance is ZERO. Was dilating only 1cm, and i knew i got a looooong way to go.

It was already 14 February , 7.50am and i am only dilating 5cm. Told the husband to talk to the lil one to be quick as mama is really tired already. And at about 8.50am , i was already 9cm and the doctor said that i am ready to push.

Alhamdulillah, on the 14 February 2015 , 0909am , we welcome our charming little boy with tears of joy. No words can describe how happy we were the moment we heard his cries. And no words can describe how i felt when i 1st held him on my arm and breastfeed him.

Thank you everyone for the prayers, especially my mum that wake up all night worrying about me. And thank you husband for the moral support, because that really meant the world to me.

To my habib, love of my life and dadi to our bundle of joy, thank you for being such an amazing person throughout our marriage. It wasn't easy to take good care of a wife like me,especially throughout my pregnancy. But you,Muhammad Ridzwan, you are being so patient and never fail to just make me happy with all my needs and all.

Never have i stop loving you. Hence, i love you more and more each day. Despite your heavy responsibilities at work,with just a day off, you will never ever forget your responsibilities as a husband. You will always try your very very best just to spent more time with me. thank you shayang.

Alhamdulillah , in 5 months time will be the arrival of our bundle of joy. And in 3 weeks time, we are able to know whether its a girl or a boy. Well, it doesn't matter to us as long as our baby is healthy in here. Amazingly, i managed to stop smoking, just for the sake of our lil one.

Wawan, thank you for being the such a lovely husband, and I am so thankful that i chose you. Lets travel all around the world again, and next time round with our baby along. YEAYY.

SEPT 2014 ; 18 WEEKS/4 MONTHS PREGNANT

JUNE 2014 ; GOLD COAST

MARCH 2014 ; BALI

JAN 2014 ; LOS ANGELES & NEW YORK CITY

So yeap, I am currently 3 months pregnant.

Our bundle of joy, our lil one.

Mama & Dadi love you sweetheart.

I am amazed of how beautiful life is after marriage.

& this are the important people in our life.

Alhamdulillah, we are now husband and wife.

All praises to Allah our wedding went perfectly well. Major thanks to everyone that is involve in our wedding. Thanks to my bridesmaids,Asfa,Anisah and especially Nurfa. And his bestmans,NWOJAF. All of you guys did an amazing job! Abang Joji from Jentayu Gallery, thank you for the utterly gorgeous deco you have made for us. I knew ive made the right choice when i first saw you Abg Joji! And Kak Serena from RH, thanks for making me gorgeous for a day.

& Our honeymoon was amazing. Los Angeles and New York City is awesome!!!!! Im pretty impressed with the people in LA. They are all friendly and very easy to communicate to. And as for New York,I will definitely comeback for it. The shopping is madness! And the sudden winter storm didnt stop us from going to the Brooklyn Bridge.

Muhammad Ridzwan, the man i spent my entire youth with,is now my husband. I'm looking forward for the future with you. Wansha's wedding, CHECKED! Next, mini us maybe? hehe In Shaa Allah

So here I am again. Updating this blog to countdown my wedding.

And now,I'm left with 3 days!

Past few days,i didnt feel anything yet. No excitement,no feelings of nervous,nothing. But today,when our pelamin tentage is up,i feel the heat of my wedding already!

Every feelings is in me. Nervous,happy,excited,worried, its everything! But anyway,i miss wawan. Its been more than 1 month since we last see each other.

May our marriage be amazing,as amazing as our Love In Shaa Allah. And may we have an adorable and smart kids in the future,just like their mum. hehehe. I love you now and always Muhammad Ridzwan.

Believe it or not, I am becoming Muhammad Ridzwan's wife in 2 weeks time.Alhamdulillah.

And I am looking forward to see him,cause its been 4 weeks since we last meet.

*maklumlah,nak ada feeling excitement bila we see each other during our solemnization*

And of course,I'm looking forward to our honeymoon lah siol!

That will be our well deserve holiday for us,because we work and save really hard for it.

Alhamdulillah.

2014 gonna be a brand new year for us!

On a side note,I CANT WAIT TO SEE BRUNO MARS on 26 march!!

WEEEEEEEE!!!

2014 gonna be super amazing,In Shaa Allah!

Alright,my next update blog agaknya bila aku da ada anak agaknya.

Hahaha da tak active mcm dulu la.

No matter what,this

blog can't be deleted,cause too much memories,be it good or bad.

Alhamdulillah.

We are left with 94 days ; 3 months 2 days.

I marry you not because i love you, but i marry you for the sake of Allah.

Allah have plan all this,and I redha.

If you're my jodoh, Alhamdulillah.

May Allah bless our relationship till syurga, In Shaa Allah.

Amin amin amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Feeling so bless having you with me up till today. Totally can't wait to be your wife in 237 days. I know its not good for me to keep counting the days,but i just can't wait,esp for our honeymoon.

Dearest used-to-be-friend/ex boyfriend/fiance/future zawj,

lets hold on tight to our big day!!

316 Days ; 10 Months 16 days ; 45 Weeks

to go.

Bismillah.

Because this is the man that i love.

Just another year to go sweetheart. I only see my future with you and In Sha Allah our kids.

I'm so blessed with my life right now. Alhamdulillah.

I have my family,my lovely friends & my wonderful Fiance to fill up my wonderful life.

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For the past 6 years being with my boyf, i mean fiance, I've gain so much weight. As in, A LOT! Yes really SO.MUCH.WEIGHT that i couldn't even believe it was from 60Kg to 77Kg. And the bad thing is I only realize it on my engagement day. A HUGE SIGH.

And so, i knew that i gotta do something about it before my weight reach 80! I shall thank Muhammad Ridzwan, the in-laws and of course my dearest family that never fail to support me. Every single day I tried not to forget about my daily Cardios and as well as my diet.

Its been 4 months now,Alhamdulillah I've lost 9Kg. And my current weight is now 68Kg. Still need to achieve my target weight which is 60Kg. Need to lost more before our big big day!

Anyways, we have yet to decide what Bridal shall we take. And the venue as well. Already have our choices,but still deciding though. Searching for a venue that is easy for everyone to travel. (:

Xoxo,

Im officially engaged. Alhamdulillah